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The Colour of my Life

South Side Red
Still beating against it's better judgement....
My favourite season marred and trampled.
Matching my blood red heart...
My feelings hurt. A lot.
A friend lost forever...
A grandmother lost forever...{Two really...}
A love lost too.
Sometimes it's funny that so much can drop into your open, anxious hands at once...So much bad.
On top of trying to renovate my home and life...
Thanks for still coming to visit this neglected space.
There will be more after this less...
xoxox

♥CrowNology

19 comments:

Pretty Things said...

Hugs coming your way.

CrowNology said...

Thank you Lori...
Much needed! :)

Shelley said...

i'm sorry for your pain, sweetie. sending you my most positive vibes and massive hugs.

Dear Sorrow:

Please Andrea alone! She's had enough now.

there... i hope it gets the message. xox.

Ashley Sisk said...

::HUGS::

Sunny Rising Leather said...

Oh, Andrea.... please feel the love I am sending: life is so full of joys and pains...
Hang in there: you are adored :)

oxoxox,
A

tena said...

Hugs and kisses to you, Andrea. I wish you peace filled days and restful nights :)

Line said...

take care Andrea, I'm sending you love and hughs!!

Michaela Dawn said...

Oh love, just know what I see of you is loved, and my heart extends through all of this to you and I'm giving you a huge HUGE hug.

xo,
M

Lizzy Derksen said...

There WILL be more after this less. Please remember this. I know the less so well.

Ida Nielsen said...

I'm so sorry, Andrea! Sending hugs and warmth your way.
xox,
Ida

kerin rose said...

oh, Andrea...I am absolutely in the same place these days....I take comfort from visualizing it (the hole) as being on the edge of a beach ( not that I know too much about them) but the tide, washing in and out, and in and out.....right now it has receeded....but just hold on to what the incoming tide will bring in with it....just stand on the edges with open arms and absolutlely no expectations....

love and light to you!

gallerydarrow said...

My condolences Andrea, nobody is a stranger to raw pain, you aren't alone, there's a lot warmth and love right here.
I'm sending more to you lovely lady.
xoxoxo, Ro

P.K said...

So sorry to hear that you are going through a difficult time. I'm sending you positive energy (can you feel it?) Take care.

Nina said...

Warm hugs from me to you, dear Andrea.

CrowNology said...

Gosh! {I've been using this word a lot lately...}
Thank you so much everyone...I am feeling the support, the positive wishes...Wishing the hugs translated better!
Hugs and Love back to you all!
xo

sunny smiles said...

I stumbled upon your blog and this post hit me hard. I am experiencing the very same thing. A loss (a falling out really) with 3 very important people in my life. The anger, hurt and loss are dumbfounding some days and I just can't believe such a mess has occurred in my life. Enough about me. wishing hugs your way.

P.S. we are also in the process of much house upkeep and remodeling of sorts but it helps to keep my mind off of things! hope the same is true for you.

likeschocolate said...

Sorry that your life feels so much like red right now. Hopefully, other colors are coming your way.

Ange said...

Renovating will help you do the housework inside too. Breathe in the beauty of your favourite season. The colour is still there for you. Rich. Red. Vibrant.
Much love and hugs from here too

RosyRevolver said...

A long overdue hug your way, Andrea. Hoping the redness fades fast and leaves the sweetest memories in its place.
XO