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Hello...
Sick again.
Getting so sick of this sickness...
To the lovely, inept Dr. again tomorrow.
No, no bitterness here. No none at all.
I love missing Life.
I love lying in bed all day while my film slowly expires...
While the sun shines I lay in the dark, coolness of my basement bedroom trying to keep the world from spinning and swimming before my eyes. Trying to keep the food in my gut. Trying to keep tears of self pity off my pillows....
Before I eat something I assess it's "pain in coming back up" factor. No raw carrots, no granny smith apples, no spicy or doughy things...Now I understand the value of soft bland food to those really ill...I am starting to wonder about my tooth enamel.

Oh dear. I'm writing about vomiting on my blog! Heh. Things are truly going downhill aren't they?

Tell me something good. Tell me what is being photographed in your life. Tell me how the sun feels on your shoulders. Tell me how you are...

Much love.
xo

CrowNology

13 comments:

ShannonAnn said...

I'm sorry your down again, I know that is frustrating for you. When you're ill it just takes over everything.
I've been taking care of Roxy, she has some health issues and was on antibiotics for a urinary tract infection, which I'm happy to say, has cleared up but the darling is incontinent. She is on medication and hopefully that will do the trick. Not much sun on this side of the island today, but at least is wasn't cold. Hope you feel better soon!

Lori ann said...

oh you dear, i'm so sorry to hear this, i don't know what ails you but i hope it clears up soon. i've got some 'good for the spirit' photos on my last post, if your up to it, come visit.

i'm still playing that song. so beautiful.

Kate I said...

Oh Andrea, I'm so sorry to hear that you're still not well. It's been going on for so long now...too long. I was thinking that things were quiet with you because of school. I do hope that your dr. figures things out soon.

There has been a scarcity of photography happening in my life recently and the sun hasn't been shining much on the west coast this summer. Oh dear, this isn't very encouraging is it!

(but...at the moment I'm in the Okanagan Valley in the very warm interior of BC which does feel wonderful)

Lorena sometimes ... said...

if you were near, i'd have you lay in my bed in the window, watching as the Golden Gate stands vigil, and i'd bring you something sweet and soothing . . .

sending you love!
Laurie
xx

Nina said...

Sending plenty of soothing energy your way. Hope you´ll be back on your feet soon again.
The sun is hiding behind clouds today, the sjy is a bleak colour grey today, as if all colours had been rinsed off.
I´m spending a day planning work ahead. Accompanied by a furry friend.

P.K said...

Sorry to hear you are feeling unwell. It is very hot and humid here. I am taking in summer. Blue sky, heat and sunshine and trying not to melt. Take care.

Kathleen said...

sorry you are ill. open the windows and read a book while you lay in bed. spray your favorite perfume in the air and play music in the backround. drag your sketchpad and camera into bed and just create even if its just crumpled sheets. with your eye it will be art.

i have been in my shop like a mad person. creating after a long lull of nothingness.

kathleen

MrsLittleJeans said...

Sending you love too...this is no way to spend a summer! I assume that you are all vitamined up too...Cs and Bs and Ds, right?

I am in my office, no surprises there. Busier than ever before and not liking it immensely but forcing myself to be grateful since most people I know are playing...in fact, they play too much : )

Still, the rays of sun are falling on my hands as I type, I love the sound of the keyboard, I went to a writing workshop last night, just for fun, to make the one side of my brain to relax...plan to drive to the LA jungle in the heat of noon for twenty minutes of free software advice...it is busy and so I am glad not to be sick...though a wave a something is going through here too. It is known that vitamin D upregulates proteins important in one's immune system, so I am taking at least 1200 dose units.

Get well, get well, get well soon! xoxo

St. John's Mom said...

We had some time away with family and our boys. Dancing, site-seeing, pictures. FUN!!!

Andrea~CrowNology~ said...

Thank you so much everyone...
This is just what I needed!
xoxoxox

Susan said...

lots being photographed in my life ... whiskers, shaggy black fur, petals of perfect pinks, seeds & grasses, crows in flight and an ocean I love deeply get well soon !!

xoxo Susan & her much loved Gang

gallerydarrow said...

Summer sickness is the pits!!! Hope you feel better soon.

xoxoxox

AC Quigley said...

Sorry you're not feeling well again. The island of Tenerife has been grey and cloudy for the past 3 days so I can't send you any sunshine at the moment but I am sending you kind thoughts and hope that you are feeling better soon.
Andrea x